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sampai kapan hati ini terkunci ?
mulut ini diam ?
senyum tak dapat berbohong
hati tak juga berbohong
namun kepekaan tak kunjung terkirim dan diterima
membaca buku tanpa tulisan 
bagaimana mengartikannya ?
dia tak tau apa itu
ku tak mengerti apa itu
waktu yang menjawab
4 tahun berlalu
hanyalah lembar - lembar cerita tanpa dibukukan
tak mengerti dan tak paham apa yang terjadi
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