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Hao!!
long time no see!
its been a long time, I'm not blogging...so sorry
there're a lot of things and the internet in Malaysia is not support me to always blogging :"
But fine, now I'm already back in Indonesia :)
I can tell you a lot of things!!


Later If  I have a free time I will post about my day in Malay and all the things that I try, start from alcohol, archery, etc XD


Now, I dont know why my heart beat so fast, I really feel sad, stress from last week, but I always try to look normal, oh you know, I try to open my heart, I mean maybe It's okay to have boyfriend, he can accompany you, but sure I still not have boyfriend wkwkwkwk maybe because I still not think about it..
If you know blog, I feel so lonely here but I try to keep strong, I feel so down,stress, and I dont know but I cant show it for sure, I try.. I keep my head, I try to be strong , I must be strong while you know that feel always attack me, but sure I try, at least I try again and again, I try to keep happy, I try to always have friend in the night to accompany me , but I just dont know how :)

For all people out there, if you feel the same with me, it's okay, I really know your feel, just keep going, distruct your mindset with the positive vibes like eat sweet/ spicy food, tell a joke with friends, watching funny video like running man, read webtoon, etc I know I really know inside your body will said that you're tired of everything..but sure I just want you with me TRY again, just keep going It's okay to feel tired, but keep going, just live your life, its okay, and sure you need someone to listen your story and you know..I still searching to find someone to listen my story, I try to believe others and also believe in myself...
sure for you guys out there that feel same with me or maybe feel the worst, its okay, just keep going, breath, do whatever makes you happy, if you feel nothing can makes you happy, just do the sport! until you feel you have not any calories. :)

you must know
"Life is always full of problem, you can't say that your problem is the worst one, it depends on the person who faced it, for sure, you feel it's hard because it means you're stronger than anyone so you can handle it face it, whatever your problem makes you change, remember to love yourself, because you are a gift, special one, everyone have a reason why they must live and died, all have the time, dont make it fast, just keep going, try the positive activity"
In here I write it to remind me...because now I really feel in the bottom..really in the bottom, with all the tears every night,


You and I, Believe it, WE CAN FACE IT !! :)
I'm Happy
I'm Positive
I Love Myself

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